February 17th

i can barely see the computer screen, that's how hard i'm crying right now.

it was an accident-- i forgot to call my parents when i got to Grammy's.

i've learned this lesson many times before now, and i don't need this.

i don't need to learn it again. believe me, it's ingrained in this brain.

i just forget sometimes. i'm only human, right? i forget.

i would never not call on purpose. i'm not stupid.

all i want to do is be with allie and lizzie.

tonight. better yet, now, but i can wait.

i will do anything to see them.

because i love them and miss them.

and because... today is February 17th.

one year ago today was the day we kissed.

for the first time ever. i remember it so well...

you laughed when i told you, but admitted it's cool.

it's insane though. one whole year ago?

yeah, one year ago, my life changed.

so much for the better.

oh, screw it:

ily♥