Sacrifice

I had a long, detailed post written... but I just didn't like how it sounded.
In a nutshell, I wanted to let them, my three favorite girls, know that I'm sorry if it seems like I use them sometimes. I don't mean to, really I don't. I guess I do it because I know they will forgive me, and I can handle the sting of their anger better than I can handle missing out on opportunities. I want to spend as much time as I possibly can with you now, just in case the future doesn't turn out how I want it to... I want, more than anything, to be able to look back on this time in my life and smile, knowing that I did all I could possibly do to reel you in and keep you there. It is just not in my nature to let someone go without a fight, and you are no exception. Actually, you are the epitomy of that sentiment.

Oh, I love you.