I don't think you understand how deeply we are attached-- how in some way I will always be yours and you will always be mine.
I'll put it simply: I used to think you were my soulmate. I never told you this outright, but I thought you could be my better half, my missing piece...
Some small, hopeful part of me still believes it. You just know me so well (better than most), and I you. Our relationship is the strangest I think I've ever had (and probably will ever have) with anyone. I think the strangest part about it all is that I love our relationship for its uniqueness, despite the fact that I often hate it much more than I love it.
Are you getting this? I doubt it. We are on the same page about many things, but I don't think you will ever truly understand the way I feel about you. Probably because you don't feel the same way.
I wish, more than almost anything, that you would feel this, too. Maybe, someday, you will. Until then, I suppose I will suffice with the way things are. With coincidences, secret notes, and quiet passions...
I'll put it simply: I used to think you were my soulmate. I never told you this outright, but I thought you could be my better half, my missing piece...
Some small, hopeful part of me still believes it. You just know me so well (better than most), and I you. Our relationship is the strangest I think I've ever had (and probably will ever have) with anyone. I think the strangest part about it all is that I love our relationship for its uniqueness, despite the fact that I often hate it much more than I love it.
Are you getting this? I doubt it. We are on the same page about many things, but I don't think you will ever truly understand the way I feel about you. Probably because you don't feel the same way.
I wish, more than almost anything, that you would feel this, too. Maybe, someday, you will. Until then, I suppose I will suffice with the way things are. With coincidences, secret notes, and quiet passions...
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