Apologize

I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry. I'm sorry things didn't work out between us. And you know what? It's all my fault. I see that now, and I hate it. I wish I had been more open-minded, but I wasn't, and now I can't//don't have you, and of course I wish I did. I always tend to want what I can't have, but this is more than a want. I feel drawn to you somehow, in a way that I can't really explain. Allie and Lizzie commented that it's funny that I'm the one chasing after you now, since you've spent so long chasing after me. (Ironic, no?) To me, it's more sad than anything else. Blegh. Ugh. Ick.

I think you are in my future-- as more than a friend. Do you feel that, too? Or am I just crazy?? (Don't answer that, haha.)

Anyway, I just wanted to give a semi-formal apology for my stupidity. Know that I feel differently (and more strongly for you) than ever before. I'm truly sorry for my previous idiocy. Someday, give me another chance, will ya? I promise it'll be worth your while. ♥

long overdue pictures of the Latin//French Christmas party: