Brain Freeeeze

goddammit. goddammit. what is wrong with me??

you're the only person who causes my brain to stop working properly.

when we talk, i run out of things to say because my brain freezes.

maybe it stops because i just want to take you in, you know?

the thing is that i have so much to say to you, seriously.

i wanna ask you how your new job is. do you like it?

did that girl ever give you the time of day?

the one you claim doesn't know you exist?

how is school going? new classes, right?

but that's only the small talk.

i want to have a real conversation with you.

maybe we could talk about Coach Lange and his antics.

all that "excuses are lies" and "are you at peace with yourself" crap.

crap that you and i both love, haha. it would be fun to chat with you.

we could talk about the meaning of life.

god, i'm crazy about youuu. =D

[11:17AM]

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it's hitting me in waves: how i feel so... full.

like i'm overflowing with affection for you.

[[it's seeping out of my every pore.]]

i want to see you. today. now.

i don't think it'll happen...

i don't expect it to....

but a girl can wish.